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Watch Me Mess Up, Lol

Okay so FULL TRANSPARENCY here, I'm gonna show you a video of me completely bombing the mandala section of my latest tiny painting, "Orange Glow".  I kind of like sharing a video of me messing up because it shows my imperfections as an artist and kind of brings it all back to earth if you get what I mean.  

I think that sometimes artists can get put up above into some kind of.... I don't want to say pedestal, but some kind of unreachable or unattainable thing because they might only show the finished result of hours and hours of work, or the accumulation of years and years of practice, and it can make them appear like this perfect almost beyond human thing.  

What people aren't seeing a lot of the time is all the messy details, fuck ups, redos, "happy accidents", and the swearing.....there's lots of swearing XD

So I like showing this side of art making, because artists are just messy humans too.  Sometimes these mess ups bring great lessons and insights into the process that I may have not thought of before the mess up.  They say that failure is the best road to success, after all.

So what happened here is that I got real carried away with the details of the designs.  I plan out all my designs in photoshop first, and it's a lot easier to get details on a computer.  I also started doing these mandala sunset designs on larger canvases, so I underestimated what it would be like to transition to a tiny 5x7" panel.

I was unable to achieve that level of detail on a tiny panel with a big clunky palette knife, even with my smallest knife.  It became overly complex for such a small area, and so I had to wipe out most of the mandala and redo it in a simpler way.  As my friend would always say, "Keep It Simple, Stupid!".  I always tend to get carried away with complexity, and simplifying is really the way to go for small canvases.  

So, without further ado, enjoy the video!

 

 

 

The Creation Of "Pink and Blue"

I made another timelapse video, this time of the second painting in my series of miniature 5x7" paintings featuring unique mandala skies within the vibrant colors of the ocean sunset. 

I love sharing my process with you visually in these little videos!  I will be making one for each painting in this series.  I also plan on making many more art videos in general!  

I feel that this is the closest I can get to the live painting experience, virtually.  It feels more intimate to be able to share how a painting is made, rather than just seeing the final image. 

Live painting was one of the pinnacles of my painting career, and now that I have moved to a more online showcase, these process videos give a bit of that vibe.  I love it and I miss live painting!  Now that events are back after the pandemic started, I see myself getting back into live painting and in person events in the near future.

It will be interesting to see how I will incorporate my new style that I developed over the pandemic, into the live painting terrain.  I will have to translate it into acrylic painting!  

I'm stoked to share this exploratory journey with you.  Thank you for joining the ride!

 

The Creation Of "Beach Pastels"

I'm starting a new series of miniature 5x7" paintings featuring unique mandala skies within the vibrant colors of the ocean sunset. 

The combination of the impessionistic strokes of the palette knife mixed with the circular patterns of the sky mandala invokes a deep meditation within.

This little one, entitled "Beach Pastels" is the first of the series.  

I made a little timelapse video showing the creation process to give you a glimpse inside the making of these little paintings.

Enjoy!

Create Your Special Space

"Colors Of The Sky" Collection

Do you have a little place in your home that is your special space?  I don't know about you, but I feel so much better when I add a bit of color to my home.  Even if it's just a little zone... a place where I can go to get a little me time.  Where I can curl up with a blanket, sip a a hot cup of tea, and read a book or listen to my favorite podcast.

Maybe your home has to maintain a certain look.  Maybe you share your home with others.  But there can always be a little place that you create just for you.  It could be a secret hiding place, or it could be out in the open....whatever excites you!  I like to make mine a place of creativity and coziness.  

I always feel so much better when I am surrounded by things that I love....the things that make a home feel alive.  Houseplants, colorful accents, cozy soft blankets, and art that reminds me of the places and things that make me happy.  I always feel so relieved when I get to hang out in this space.  I look forward to it every day.  

Why not carve out a little slice of happiness for yourself in your home?  The place where you get to unwind... you deserve it!

In service to our special spaces, I am dropping my latest set of original miniature skyscape paintings to my "Colors Of The Sky" collection for a limited time.  These little splashes of color will be available for purchase between Wednesday June 16th through Friday June 18th at midnight PST.

However, I will be giving my email subscribers first pick by releasing the link to the collection for 24 hours before it goes live to the public, on Tuesday June 15th.  

If you want to make sure you get the one you want, be sure to scroll to the very bottom of this page, past the comments form, and sign up with your email address.  You will also receive short and sweet stories of art inspiration to your inbox once a week!  It is my intention to inspire you, not spam you ;) 

The Beauty Of Imperfection

"Tangerine Serene" 5x7" Oil on canvas board

One thing I truly love about painting with a palette knife, is that it forces me to be comfortable with imperfection.  It liberates me from my perfectionism!

Somehow, letting the imperfections flow out allows for so much more creative freedom.  It lets all of the accidents and mess ups happen, which brings out results that I wouldn't have thought of otherwise.

I use a perfect geometrical pattern made on a computer for reference when I paint these.  But every single knife stroke is so messed up, and I love it!  It has some charm....the same charm as nature.  

Because nature is imperfect.. every leaf you see on a tree is different, and a little messed up.. when all those little mess ups come together in balance, it has the appearance of perfection, and it feels so peaceful.

 

The Message Behind My Artwork

 

I create both traditional and digital artwork, and I express my art in a few different styles, but they all still share one underlying theme: using color, vibrancy and symbolism to communicate the ecological interconnection of nature, and our place within that web.

 

I believe that color is the key to our hearts.  It can influence and set our mood, and is actually used in nature for seduction.  Flowers are intentionally colored with such vibrancy in order to attract and lure a certain group of insects, birds and animals called pollinators.  

These creatures feed on the nectar secreted from the flower, or feed off of pollen, and end up transporting the pollen grains as they move from flower to flower.  This process fertilizes the flower, so that the plant can make seeds and reproduce.  It's the ultimate symbiotic relationship!

 

 

I like to think of art as the metaphorical flower, and that the message, intention, or emotional connection that the artwork invokes is a way of pollinating our minds... that then grow seeds of ideas, inspiration and connection for the viewer.  In the same way that a flower might lure a bee to spread pollen, I use like to use art to spread a message.  One thing that's so great about the digital age, is how easily artwork can be passed around.  When the message gets spread enough, it will eventually find itself presented to the right eyes, and plant a seed into the mind of someone who can take that message and create something new from it...the next iteration of the fractal!

 

 

Though my exploration with impressionism is mostly about communicating an emotional connection to nature through color and light, and using dynamic strokes of the palette knife to convey pattern and movement, my other works involve a lot of symbolism.

 

The message I intend to communicate with my digital artwork is of the symbiotic merging of technology and nature in order to move towards a future that is sustainable and beneficial for all of life on earth.  The thing about life, is that everything is completely interconnected.  Life on earth is maintained by a special balance that is holistic, so if one thing becomes out of balance, it creates a domino effect that throws off everything.  Nature thrives in balance.

 

 

Technology is moving so fast, with each decade providing what seems to be an exponential growth in terms of how we as humans can interact, what we can accomplish, and how we can innovate.  We tend to get caught up in the thick of what we are creating, and it seems that we have drifted away from nature in our attempt to create better lives for ourselves.  So one question I like to ask is, how can we look to nature as our teacher in order to guide us in the right direction? 

 

 

We have the capability to create major advancements in technology, but nature itself is already very advanced;  it has the ability to regenerate, to self replicate, to create symbiosis, and to organize itself into beautifully complex mathematical structures.  We can look at the advancements of nature itself to create our own technological innovations.  This is called biomimicry.  

 

 

My favorite example of biomimicry is the geodesic dome designed by Buckminster Fuller, who also coined the term "synergetics" to describe the geometrical patterns in nature that influenced his creations, designs and philosophy.  I think that the geodesic dome is the perfect iconic symbol for technology that looks to nature as its teacher for its design.  Incorporating these kind of designs into our current and more simplistic skyscraper structures symbolizes advancement in technology that is rooted in biomimicry, which will bring our innovations for the ways we live closer to how nature behaves.

 

 

I think the best way for me to get this message across in the most direct way is through symbolic imagery.  Symbols are very powerful because we tend to associate with images.  The geodesic dome is just one of the many symbols I like to use to communicate this message.  Some of the other symbols I use are bees, flowers, butterflies, hummingbirds, nectar, and seeds.  

 

Bees are vital to life on earth, because much of the world's food supply is reliant on pollination from bees.  I paint the bee to represent life force, and a strong ecosystem.  Their hexagonal honeycomb structures are also an example of the synergetic geometry that Buckminster Fuller describes.   Honey is created by bees from collecting the nectar from flowers, which I like to use to represent the overflowing abundance of nourishing sustenance that nature provides.

 

 

 

Hummingbirds and butterflies are also pollinators.  Most plants rely on pollination to reproduce.  Without pollination, plants will die off.  Butterflies also help keep certain plants from propagating out of control... they keep the balance of nature in check.  They eat decaying matter, ridding the environment of waste.  They are a food source for many animals, and are a symbol of a healthy ecosystem.  

 

Plants form the critical base of food chains in nearly all ecosystems.  Quite frankly, without plants, we would die.  They provide the fundamental basis for all life on earth, providing food and shelter, and are the basis for creating clothing and medicine.  I often paint bright flowers and thriving plants as another symbol for a healthy ecosystem and the abundance of life.  Gardens symbolize healthy human collaboration and interaction with our ecosystems.

 

 

When I combine all of these symbolic images together, it shows what it can look like when we merge our technologies with nature and how it behaves.  I want these images to be used as symbols themselves, to be used as visual cues, passed along by the builders, engineers, people in tech, innovators, investors, farmers, architects, artists, and others who want to build a better world together.  When we can envision what this future can look like, we can get that much closer to making it happen.  Let's Go!! 

 

 

 

Rainbows In The Sky

"Spectral Skies" 16x20" Oil on gallery wrapped canvas

Often while I am driving at dusk, I see some really beautiful gradients in the sky while the sun is descending below the horizon.  Sometimes, there are no clouds in the sky at all, so all there is to see is a soothing transition of colors.

I've captured many photos of these simple skies, because they are so beautiful.  That rainbow gradient really makes me feel so at awe and delighted, in a peaceful and serene way.  It's like the colors are gently guiding me towards the transition into the night. 

I felt called to paint these skies, but I felt like a painting of just a transition of color was too minimal for me, and I wanted to add something to make it more interesting as a painting.  

I have always loved patterns, and especially patterns in textiles.  I realized that I could easily make geometric shapes with a square knife, so I thought "wouldn't it be cool to put a geometric pattern in the sky?"

This feels like the beginning of the merging between my impressionist style and my visionary style.  The psychedelia within me will never truly go away, so I like to think about how I can wield it into my art.  How subtle can I make it?  

I think that combining smooth color transitions with patterns in a subtle way can have a soothing effect on the eyes, mind and soul.  

The Power Of Happy Accidents

The palette knife is so experimental that I come up with ideas I never would have thought of on my own if I hadn’t been painting with it. 

This is the first in a set of experiments I'm making, using shape and pattern to create interest in an otherwise plain area.  I have captured a number of very simple skyscapes that feature beautiful gradients, but don't have much else going on in them. 

A painting of the sky with no clouds in it would be kind of boring, but the gradient at the end of the sunset is so beautiful, I wanted to find a way to paint it while also making it interesting.

While I was painting "Canyon Color", I discovered that I could create interesting effects with a straight, rectangular knife by repeating the shapes that the knife created, and communicating form with the direction of the knifestrokes.  I could also make really defined geometric shapes with this specific knife, such as squares, rectangles, and diamonds.

This sparked an idea, that I could use this knife to easily make geometric patterns, and I could add these shapes to areas in the composition that could use something extra to add interest.  

I have always really loved geometric shapes in textiles.  Painting triangles, curves and certain angles would be difficult with this knife, but weave patterns show that you can make any shape using just straight vertical and horizontal lines.  So, I decided to use the patterns from woven textile designs to create beautiful geometric shapes.

Bob Ross likes to talk about happy accidents.  The palette knife is all about happy accidents!  Happy accidents turn into exciting new ideas. 

It’s a kind of creativity that feeds itself.  If my knives could talk, they would say “hmmm, okay let’s just roll with it!”  

 

Dimensional Painting

My most recent painting as of February 2021, called "Moran Point", gave me some great surprises that I am excited to share!

I chose this composition, because I was drawn to the strong rainbow gradient seen from the red orange of the grass in the lower left, to the more golden grasses above, to the green and blue greens of the bushes, to the cool blues and purples of the canyon in the background.  This gradient excited me so much that I had to paint it! 

It stood out to me the most out of thousands of photos I took throughout my southwestern desert road trip.  Even though it's a pretty mundane shot of some plants, rather than an epic vista view, it's those colors that grabbed me.

But it was as I was painting, that the unexpected happened!  I started out painting the canyon, and using the technique I discovered while painting "Canyon Color", using repetitions of strokes from a square knife.When I started to paint the plants, I needed to create something different than just the square stroke, to add variation.  The plants have a very distinct direction in their form and leaf structures.  So, I took the square knife, and flicked my wrist while applying the stroke, which created an amazing curved stroke that made the paint jut out... this gave the plant dimension, giving it a sculptural look!


So, I explored creating different dimensional knife strokes used on the forms of different plants in the composition.  The green bush at the top has smaller, round leaves, and the grasses have long vertical stalks.  All of these different strokes give the painting variation, and a 3d effect that makes you feel like you're really there!

I'm very excited to continue to explore painting plants with these dimensional knife strokes, and sharing my findings with you!  

Do you have a certain topic that you would want to hear me talk about in my upcoming blogs?  Let me know what you want to hear in the comments!

Road Sunsets

Have you ever pulled over onto the side of the road because the sunset was so epic, you had to stop and take a picture? 

 
This was one of those sunsets!  In fact, this is only one of the many compositions I have of this one. 


Driving down the long and lonely desert road from Death Valley towards Mammoth Mountain, we had to stop and capture this beautiful peachy pink sunset cascading down towards the mountains on the horizon, perfectly complimenting the orange and gold bushes that scattered across the desert floor like polkadots (I love these little bushes!  So fun to paint them as little dollops across the canvas.) 


This wasn't just a quick pull over.... we stayed on the side of the road taking pictures until the grand display completely ended.  This is one of the many things I love about lonely roads... you can just pull over and enjoy the scenery around you, as opposed to a busy city freeway.


Don’t you love how sunsets just keep becoming more and more epic by the second?  You think you’ve captured it, and are done taking pictures…….then, nope!  The photos never quite do it justice, though.  


That’s why I paint!